scraps of paper in the park

slow & steady
fast & uncertain
slow if positive
fast yes negative
slow no positive
~0~
throat closing
runny nose
eyeballs inflating
its the season
of love
unfathomable
discomfort
the wait
remembering
you couldn't
sleep over
because you still wet the bed
tumbling
bumbling- kicked
in the head
joyful noise
makes heads ache
time slime
and another
mistake.
that time- the
last time- the
first time is one.
burst that bubble- pop
time to blow
again.
chew you up
and push it out.
capable to gather bits
of trash and
land and heals
on wheels